well, i thought i loved a girl for the first time, but she crushed my heart.... so now im speeding on caffiene pills so i wont fall asleep cause i dont want to sleep and their making my heart physically hurt.... so i aint gonna make a poem and all that shit, im just gonna flat out say that i thhought i loved a girl and thougt she loed me bak but u know, of course i cant have love.... well im down and around so bye

Some things are so stereotyped....like love. We use the word love too much without knowing the true meaning. Especially as teenagers we do. We often mistake love for lust and other things but love is way different. I used to do things just cause i wanted to and cause they made me feel better. Now I do things cause they were for "love"
but like usual my body is saying ok I dont really care but of course my brain is saying No it cant be. So if you care to read these, please take heart to it.

Josh